The Art of Contradicting Yourself

Do you every just contradict everything you say and do?
Don’t lie, I’m sure you do.

A part of you says yes, but another part of you says no.
I think this could be a new emotion.
Why isn’t this defined as an emotion yet.
Gosh, and with all the new inventions and idea in the world, you’d think that a word for something like this would exist.
Correct me if I’m wrong, but I haven’t come across a word that perfectly describes this specific emotion, feeling, whatever you may call it.

Right now, I am in the mood, emotion, whatever.
I want to eat, but I don’t.
I am so motivated to do work right now, but I’m not (hence I’m writing this post).
I feel kind of hungry, but I don’t.
I feel tired and sleepy (considering the fact that I’m almost at my 48h mark, this is very normal), but I kind of feel energized.
I feel like laughing, but I also feel like being stone-faced.
I want to cook and bake, but I don’t.

It’s like my body and mind is fighting against each other.
And I don’t mean body vs mind, I mean left body vs right body and left brain vs right brain.

Is there any known cure for this.
What do you do when you feel like this.
Do you just let it be and hope it goes away or what.
Because I’m stuck between just siding with one side of myself and regretting it and being forever confused.


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